|
[24 Oct 2003|02:07pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 amused |
] |
Posted by 
Yo Hisashiburi >:D
It's strange the little things that we use to reaffirm our own delusions isn't it? Kamui-san for example has a massive collection of doujinshi, which seems to support his idea that the world is filled with incest. can't for the life of me see why
Anyway, Touya-senpai showed me how to play Go today ... or rather he was playing and I was staring, and then he started explaining because I think my staring was making him a bit uncomfortable. I can hardly believe that there's a whole mess of people paid to play this game ... but maybe he thinks it's weird that people are paid to play tennis too. Go seems really easy to me. I mean I'm pretty sure no one's ever lost an eye to it at least.
|
|
|
[22 Sep 2003|02:44am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 contemplative |
] |
Well, I've certainly been slacking in this journal thing. Forgive me everyone, about a week ago Kakyou suggested we make a computer database of all our files ... incest casefiles, ward files, like... everything. So the entire AID office has been consumed with this task, including myself.
I still feel terrible about the Kinomoto incident, perhaps if I hadn't been working on the database project I could have seen the signs and referred Touya to an appropriate counseling program. Kakyou says I cannot do it all, but why is it I always seem to miss the important stuff?
Thankfully we still have one Touya that is not dead yet (much to everyone's surprise!). To be honest I was not expecting him to die, but I would not have been surprised if he'd ended up with serious injury. Kakyou seems to think Ryoma will take to Akira soon... to be honest I don't really think I like the look he has when he says that. It's to... speculative. Nothing makes me more suspicious than when Dreamgazers pretend not to know the future, it almost always means they're up to something.
Which leads to my other concern, I think Ryoma has been hacking into my computer. I mean on a daily basis. Sure I know he posted that entry before but now it seems as if my computer's settings are changed every time I log on. Plus I can't get on the Solitaire high score chart! This is most annoying, but short of taking him out and having him flogged I'm actually running out of punishments for him >.>
Also bad weather here in Japan has prevented me from watching my beloved SVU for the last two weeks. T___T There's a void in my life!
|
|
| Yay! Friends! |
[05 Aug 2003|01:51pm] |
Okay I made Ryoma show me how to list my friends with this thing (if I let him leave AID-HQ without a buddy for a week ... little twirp) so now I've added all my friends!
But not ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) fujizukamori <----YOU! Stop reading my goddamn journal you! I swear LiveJournal needs a "Bitter Enemies" list too >__
|
|
| Carrots |
[30 Jul 2003|12:48pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 cranky |
] |
Momiji found a carrot in his room today, and promptly flipped out. It took us three hours to talk him down from the ventilation shaft he had climbed up..... ~_~
Ryoma subsequently is scrubbing all the bathrooms in AID-HQ for the rest of the week, though he swears it wasn't him.
Perhaps I should explain, prior to Muraki, Momiji was Ryoma's roommate. The boy is so sweet and warmhearted I thought for sure he would succeed in winning over Ryoma, but it seems any planning I put into selecting his roommate makes Ryoma only more determined to terrorize them. Anyway shortly after Momiji moved in he started finding carrots just left around his room. This was annoying, but nothing Momiji couldn't handle. One a good day he might even make a snack out of the carrots, on a bad he would just seem a little withdrawn and sad by the treatment. The kid has a tough skin, he's a sweet little trooper.
He's also well liked by all of the other wards, especially Misaki. Momiji and Misaki became instant friends very easily... the problem is ... Misaki is a little ... well clumsy and we've had several unfortunate incidents concerning the Sohma curse thanks to that.
Normally this wouldn't be a big deal, everyone knows and have for the most part adjusted to the knowledge. But then one day Momiji transformed and Ryoma ended up picking him up and locking him in a rabbit cage.
Do you have any idea how difficult it was to explain that to the emergency room doctors when I brought in a naked, crying, young blonde boy stuck in a rabbit cage? 'Oh no doctor I didn't put him there ... uhhhh ... how did he get through the tiny opening? Uhhhhh...he was practicing his contortionist act?' They could have shut us down!
-_-;;;;; *sigh*
Since then Momiji has been understandably terrified of Ryoma, almost to the point of being unable to be in the same room with him. Normally we would have expelled Ryoma for such behavior but that would be exactly what he wanted. And I few of us have invested interests in seeing him complete the ward program....
My life is so difficult...
To this day he swears that he put Momiji in the cage because Tokyo is a dangerous place for small animals and he wanted to make sure he was safe. I don't believe him, no one believes him ... but it is by far the worst thing he's ever done to a roommate. Normally he just creeps them out...
As for Ryoma current roommate Touya Akira, so far nothing horrible has happened. In fact, after some words from Kakyou Ryoma seems to be pretty mellow about the whole thing (see below). I'm hopeful, but mostly I wonder if this is a quiet before the storm @_@
Lord help me ... the psychotic little brat, Touya-kun's such a good kid I'd like him the graduate with all his fingers and toes >___
|
|
| Damnit! |
[25 Jul 2003|11:07pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
aggravated |
] |
O_O..... >__<
Ryoma... you little brat and... uhh... I'll figure out how to delete that! I will!
Honestly you make it sound like it's a stretch to relate everything in SVU to incest. It is all about the evils of incest! Take for example Episode 77: Damaged, evil adopted sister has her boyfriend repeatedly rape her adopted family's biological daughter, sexually abuses her herself (fake incest), then plans a triple murder to cover it up... why was she able to commit such unspeakable evils?
Guess! ....come on guess!
Her biological father repeatedly raped her, then pimped her out to his friends (real incest) destroying her ability to emphasize with others! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^ I mean come on!
Kakyou says all I do with this LJ is gush about SVU ~_~... He says this is not why he suggested I get one and he LAUGHED when I showed him the post that Ryoma made! HE LAUGHED!! I am not being childish! That was a violation of my privacy and the sanctity of the Livejournal experience! To this Kakyou-- my Kakyou, the one who's supposed to be on my side in all this!-- shrugged and said "Well it's not like you use it for anything important"
>____< Excuse me if I think my crusade against incest isn't important
|
|
| Mada Mada Dane.. |
[22 Jul 2003|08:04pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
amused |
] |
Posted by
Kamui-san should really learn to turn off Windows' password saving function. What good is all this state of the art AID security if I can just hop on his computer and access his LJ in five seconds? I didn't even need to bully someone into hacking it
I cannot stress this enough Kamui-san, Mada Mada Dane.
Anyway, since I'm here I might as well talk some more, because Kamui-san hasn't figured out how to delete posts and comments and it will drive him crazy. Driving Kamui-san nuts is fun, he makes these little squeaking noises and tightens up like he's about to implode when he's really pissed, I swear his hairs brissle ^.^
Sunday night all the AID wards gather for ... bonding Kamui-san calls it. I have to admit, it's not so bad, most of the wards are alright if not a little... weird, but I'd prefer not to be there all the same. Every Sunday we're made to watch this stupid American show Kamui-san is obsessed with, Law and Order Special Victims Unit. I think I could like it if Kamui-san didn't over-analyze every second of every episode and relate it to the supposed "evils of Incest". *sigh*
This week, pedophile ring. Guy keeps nimble little boy sex slaves locked in rooms in his high tech expensive penthouse and tortures them when they won't submit to his sexual whims.
I can relate.
It's like living at AID, only without the sex.
On a related note, Kamui-san has finally assigned me a new roommate. Just when I thought I had managed to frighten my way into a single he has to go and bring someone new in just to be my roommate. Well I'm pretty sure that's not the actual reason Kamui-san brought him into AID, but man that guy is about as transparent as they come ... I can see the gears in his head turning. Kamui-san never brings in wards that he can't exploit for his own purposes, so obviously this Touya person has something.
That being said ... he seems like an okay guy so far. I dunno, he dresses funny, seems a little uptight, but as of yet he hasn't snapped ... so who knows *shrugs*.
|
|
|
[14 Jul 2003|12:11am] |
LAO : SVU was excellent tonight. They caught the Borgia agent! They caught the Borgia agent XD Yes!
Episode 81 : Pandora, incest and international child porn rings! XD I'm going to make a clip of the speech at the end where the perv talks about "we're everywhere, you're the minority! You're never going to get rid of us!" and play it over and over for our wards. They just don't seem to get it! I'm at my wits end here, I really don't know how to make the evils of incest clear to them! You'd think IT WOULD BE EASY!!!!!!
-_-
On a related note... Ryoma has been particularly morose lately, ever since those flowers came for him by delivery-- clearly from you-know-who. To be honest I'm not sure why he's so hostile about the whole arrangement, were it me I'd be flattered and it's not like I'm going to force him into anything anyway....
|
|
| This is so not funny |
[02 Jul 2003|03:37pm] |
Tell me why anyone would want to do this. People Isumi is a beautiful kid but that doesn't change the fact that his pregnancy was the single most tramatic moment of my life (and that *is* saying a lot mind you). For a while I was a afraid that my belly would get big enough to push my balls back into my body and recess my sexuality back to that of an 8 year old--
Kakyou thinks I'm jealous because this Mr Lee has stolen my thunder -_-...... why does no one respect me like I should be respected? HE-LLO I am the all powerful here! He who carries out the will of the gods and stuff. Why does no one remember that?
|
|
| Law and Order SVU |
[02 Jul 2003|01:10pm] |
...I love this show. Every Saturday the AID wards assemble for mandatory screening on Special Victims Unit which I have taped at 11am that morning. They grumble about it of course, but I know it is essential to their education. SVU shows the children the effects incest can have. As in episode 86 : Dominance where the wards see that just because your older brother has sex with you and says he loves you does not stop him from trying to sell you out to save himself when the police investigate the quadruple homicide you both planned and executed.
Or episode 76 : Resilience which makes it clear that even if your father has no sexual interest in you per say he can still tie you down and inject you with other men's sperm because he's obsessed with having a strong healthy family...
See we teach them that incest is wrong, but I find that most of our wards are disturbingly apathetic to the reality of incest around us. They don't realize that it is a dark downward spiral.... sex and family don't mix damnit!!! XD
No one understands me ... ~_~
|
|
|
[30 Apr 2003|03:18pm] |
Ryoma is roommate-less again. That makes 5.
Kakyou and I were awaken last night by a knock and the sound of someone sobbing outside our door. At first I thought for sure it was Misaki, she has that high pitched squeak in her voice we she gets upset...
Generally speaking I leave these things to Kakyou, and so I had ever intention of rolling over and going back to sleep once he had answered the door. Until that is he answered the door ... because although I admit Ryoma can be a little creepy inconsiderate brat I thought for sure he would have met his match with Muraki.
^__^;;;;;;;;; On the contrary, Ryoma seemed to achieve new levels of bliss from tormenting Muraki. He was sincerely disappointed when I told him Muraki was moving to the North wing (incidentally as far as he could possibly get from Ryoma) today although he'll probably get over that. Ryoma's accustomed to living alone, but I think he found enjoyment out of sharing a space with Muraki... which would have been good were it not for the fact that as a result I had a sniveling evil doctor cowaring in my room with his favorite doll for 45 minutes.
*sigh* as an authority figure I think I could have handled this better
-_-
Apparentaly Ryoma had developed a nasty habit of practicing his tennis swing on a spot on the wall centimeters away from one of Muraki's favorite dolls. While Ryoma will helpfully point out he has excellent ball control and never so much as scratched a single doll, the psychological stress was too much for Muraki it seems ... and Ryoma, not being the stunningly lithe victimizable bishonen Muraki is used to dealing with did not respond well to Muraki's 'persuasion'
So began a stand off that lasted for 3 weeks and ended last night
-__________________- it has been suggested to me that perhaps Ryoma should be given a single room to himself. But I've been reading the Creative Aggression: The Art of Assertive Living Book Kakyou got me for Christmas this year and I'm determined not to let that little brat get the best of me!
|
|
| A long hard road to angst |
[24 Apr 2003|12:08am] |
Kakyou suggested I keep a journal to help me work out my considerable issues... damn cheap ass dreamgazer, I do not have 'issues' I have 'destinies' ... get it straight people.
Still it seemed like it might be a good idea considering how he's put himself in a coma again and I have no one to talk to lately. I've noticed that when I get lonely I tend to put the AID wards through horribly humiliating exercises, which although fun does not seem to be conducive to the whole training process.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
|
|
|
|
